Mommy, Mama

"Mommy," the boy cried.


He and his dad we're left alone. His mother died of cancer, but she have died in peace.


"Daddy, what's going to happen to mommy?"


"She'll be with our Father." He went down on his knees, held his son's face.


"Don't be sad, mommy doesn't want to see you crying, remember? She won't be happy."


"Okay," the boy stopped crying.


His dad went on to settle the accounts in the hospital, and went to a funeral house to avail of their services.
They brought her there, and went to church and waited for her arrival.

Open-Up

"If a friend cannot lift a finger to call on you or write a note for you to see how much he cares, then it's up to you to lift your hands and wave that friend GOODBYE"

In Midst of the Dark

It's useless, there's no way to be happy again!

I am a failure!

I don't deserve anything of this world!

I'm useless!

No one should love me!

I Hate myself!!!!!!

And now, I have kept myself in the dark,

this is where I am suppose to be,

All my life, all I could feel is pain!

I can no longer be happy...

Never!

I prayed to you,

talked to you,

asked for your help,

and you have said,

that whatever I ask, you shall grant

But still, you kept yourself silent,

Why? Why have you forsaken me?

Why did you leave me?

Why did you let this happen to me?

Why did you do this to me?

Answer me!!!!

My child, I was silent because I wanted you to realize something,

I wanted you to learn from all your mistakes,

I have never forsaken you,

I have never left you,

It was you who did all those.

I gave you all the love,

all the love that you could possibly want

and even everything that you have desired from the start,

All i wanted was for you to be in the right path,

but you kept on going for the wrong one,

I permitted you to get hurt,

because it was the only way for you to realize,

it is the only way for you to learn,

If you think that you have been so hurt,

have you ever thought of how I felt?

I gave you everything that you wanted,

your life, your family, all the riches in the world,

but all I ever ask in return are two things,

your love and your faith towards me,

I don't even get a single "thank you" from you,

You thought that I have never done anything right for you,

have you ever thought of how great are the things I gave you?

How beautiful you are when you first came into this world?

How blessed are you to have a mother and a father?

How fortunate you are to finish college in an executive school?

How about the food that you eat?

How about the job that you have?

and most of all,

How about the light that shined upon you when you were engulfed in darkness?

Yet, you consider everything I gave you as a worthless piece of junk.

You put too much hate on your life when things doesn't go your way,

If you hate everything in your life, even your life itself,

then maybe I should just take away your life instead,

and let those who suffers worst have it instead...

When you prayed and asked me for something,

and yet you did not receive,

Have you considered doing anything for me in return?

Have you ever thought of finding a way to return that blessing?

Have you ever thought of me when you turned your back against me?

Have you ever thought of showing your gratitude towards me?

Have you ever thought of all the pain I have endured just for you?

You didn't have to shed blood and give up your life for somebody else,

I gave you everything you wanted,

but still you blame me for all the bad things you have done?

Lastly, have you ever thought of thinking twice before you act?

Have you....

(he went to him, and hugged him, then cried)

I'm so sorry....!

I never hated you my son,

In fact,

I kept on loving you despite of all the pains,

for you are my son,

and a Father, would never let his children alone,

for I have loved you for who you are,

cause you are everything to me,

and you mean so much to me,

all I ever ask, is for your love.....

I love you, Father.....!

and I have and will always love you, my child....

11 Questions (Tagged)

I was tagged by Super Leah last February 15, 2012 about this tagging game, or anyway it's called i dunno, my brain is too tired to think due to all the stressful works in my life today. hehe
Well, as per se, I would have to do the following:

• Post 11 random facts/ stuff about me, 
• Answer the Tagged Questions
• and Create New Questions for the people to tag and answer,

Okay so here I go,

11 Facts about mwah,

1. I hate okra, bangus, kidney beans and durian.
2. I am the eldest and youngest son in my family.
3. I hate being called "smart," I prefer to be called "wise"
4. I give gifts to people that are so dear to me.
5. I hate to be the player in a game, I wanna be "it."
6. I have a very very very deep passion in writing and music.
7. I am aspiring to become a writer and a choir master someday.
8. I was bullied during my elementary days.
9. I hate people who wastes my trust.
10. I hate Charice Pempengco.
11. I love Carrie Underwood.

Questions from Super Leah

1. What type of music do you like? I don't like it, I love it....well, I love country, gospel, pop.
2. What do you do when you get bored at work/school? I just open a book that I bought or doodle in a piece of paper.
3. What's your favorite day of the week? Saturday, it never gets old for me. hehe
4. Are you an optimist or a pessimist? I'm definitely an optimist.
5. Do you believe in extraterrestrial life? Nope. Ghosts or any other paranormal stuff are the devil's doings.
6. If you win an all-expense paid trip for two to a destination of your choice, where would you go and with whom? The Vatican City, Rome and also in Assisi, of course I'd take my mom.
7. If you are to have an awesome power, what would it be? hmmm, the one that Jean Grey has, hehe
8. If you are to win a million dollars, what would you do with the money? Invest in a business, the rest goes to charity.
9. If a movie is to be made based on your life, who would you choose to play you? Frankie Munez.
10. If you could travel through time, when and where would you wanna go? I would prefer if it was a "when" question, hmmm. maybe during the time of Jesus... :)
11. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? Of course, in New Zealand....

Arayt! Time for me to ask these 11 questions!

1. Do you love and believe in God with all your mind? With all your heart? and with all your soul?
2. What is the title of the song that really is special to you?
3. Who is the reason behind the things that you really love doing?
4. Would you want to live in a house together with your best friend?
5. A child asked you for alms, would share your blessings or not?
6. Have you ever done the most stupid thing in your life that you still regret?
7. Does you believe in "forever?"
8. What is your most favorite novel of all time?
9. Do you consider some local tv stars as posers or trying-hard?
10. What is your personal explanation of "Loving Yourself first?"
11. What is your perception about smart people? Of "wise" people?

There!

And I'm gonna tag these persons:

1. Superjaid,
2.  JhengPot
3.  Leomer
4. Ester Yaje
5. Redlan
6. Bino
7. Noah Guiterrez

Hanggang dun nalang muna, hehe
Please answer all questions honestly and clearly! 


Tis,

from the YEE,
to the HAW!!!!!

"It's My First Time"

"Are you sure about this?"


"Honestly, I am still doubtful, but I feel something for him."


"What did he say to you?"


"He said, he loves me, and that he wants me to be his,"


"Was he serious?"


"Well, he wouldn't propose in public if he's not serious."


"If you truly love him, then go and meet him, tell him what's your decision."


"Okay."


And then she goes,


He awaits with his best friend. His friend asks,


"dude, do you really love her?"


"Yes I do,"


"Sure? I mean you really sure about this?"


"What does it look like to you, a joke?! And yeah, I love her, no matter what."


"She's only 17 and your 23, what do you think will her mother say to you?"


"I don't know, and I don't mind, what matters for is that, I love her,"


"I think she's coming, I'll be going now,"


She came.


"Hi," he said.


"Uh yeah hi, uhm let me just get on to the point," she said.


"Sure,"


"I Love You,"


He couldn't believe what he just heard.


"Does this mean?" he asked.


"Yes, it is, but promise me one thing,"


"Anything,"


"It's my first time ever being in love, please take good care of me, I trust my heart unto you,"


"Of course,"


"And don't use me, nor take advantage of me,"


"Why would I do that?"


"I dunno, and, promise me that you'll be mine until the day that we breathe our last breath."


"I will."


"I Love You,"


"I Love You."


They kissed.

"You can always count on me baby, like one-two-three-four and five."

Goodbye my Valentine

"But why do you have to leave before Valentines Day?" asked Maria.


"I can't do anything about it my dear, forgive me if this has to happen, you know that I cannot do anything if the general gives orders," explained Jeremy.


"We have planned so much on that day."


He went to her, held her and kissed her. She then cried,


"I Love You."


"Promise me you'll come back,on Valentines day, our special day. Not just for me, but for Alexis,please?" she cried.


"You know I will, specially for you two."


"I Love You too," she said.


They heard a knock from the door.


"Col. Jeremy!" The voice exclaimed.


"Alright, I'll be out." He looked back to Maria, held her tight in his arms, and kissed her once again. I may be far away, but remember that I will always be with you, for my heart is with you. And your heart is with me."


"Every kiss on my lips seals all my feelings towards you, I will never be fed up with it. I swear."


"I Love You,"


"I Love You too."


Jeremy went to the door.


"Goodbye my Valentine,"


"Goodbye,"


Jeremy and his men fought bravely all throughout the war. But it didn't went well as what he had expected. Five of them got separated from the army, mislead by the enemy, for strategy. But Jeremy didn't give up, he fought his way out, even if one by one, his men would die in battle. Until the time came when there were three of them left, a great companion, Thomas, was dying of his wounds. It was a good thing that a group of tribal people saw them and aided them. Jeremy asked them to bring Thomas to safety, for his survival, and they confided with his request.


Jeremy was left with one companion, Louie. Armed with their remaining bullets and their riffle, they went further to find their way out of the maze. Maria, remained silent, prayed and still hoping that on Valentines day, he would come back.


Jeremy and Louie walked along the forest under the scorching heat of the sun. They stumbled upon a marsh. There were burned huts and saw a huge number of dead bodies. As they looked on each of them, all died of gunshots from the enemy. Jeremy hoped for any survivors. He looked really carefully, when he heard splash,  he quickly gathered his courage, prepared himself. He looked for the source. Another splash came, it came from the tree.


He saw a foot, he went near it, and saw that it was a child. Tears came down rolling from the eyes of the child.


"Thank Goodness, you'll be safe now kid, come with me."


"JEREMY DON'T STAND, STAY WHERE YOU ARE!!!!!"


A rain of bullets showered Jeremy. With all his might, he shielded the boy. Louie fought back, shoot aimlessly towards the trees. They never fired back. Louie went with haste to Jeremy.


"Colonel!"


"Don't mind me, save the boy,"


"But sir,"


"Save the boy! That's an order!"


"Yes sir!"


He took out his locket,


"Give this to Maria, tell her, that....she.....*coughs"...has....my.....heart......"


"Sir no!"


February 14 came, there was no sign of Jeremy in the hospital. Maria, with her sister Anna, was delivering her child. Her first born, a boy, Alexis. Yet no sign of Jeremy.


The war finally ended. It took the army more than a year to conclude this fight.


*knock knock*


Maria opened the door. She recognized who it was.


"Thomas and Louie! You two are here, but where is?"


"We're sorry Maria, he's gone. This boy here, was a witness on the noble deed your husband did. He died protecting this boy against the enemies."


Maria cries.


"And he wants you to have this."


"Thank You," she said.


She opened the locket, a folded piece of paper was inside. Maria opened it, it says,

For the woman, who has my heart....

I Love You,

Maria cried.

"Goodbye, my Valentine," she said.

Angels I Held Up High 2

It has been a long time since I made a post for the two most beautiful girls in my life,

the one that I keep on loving tenderly the more that I meet,

well, remember them here.

Remember Tickle and Trixie?

Well, they're doing great and I am loving them more and more each day,

Those days that I have been down, (well even until know because of my recent realizations), these two were the one to comfort me unexpectedly,

and I wouldn't be able to do some of the things that I truly love without these two,

that's why,

If they could understand me right now,

I just wanna say to the two of them, that I love them both so much!!

Here's a short video of my girls :)) 

The term "lechon" is just an endearment term with Trixie/Nuna/Nuney/Tutang Maliit, when she's lying flat, her back against the wall, she would raise her leg, meaning she wants to be cuddled, until she falls asleep, hehe


Well, sorry for the ugly stuff you saw around there, I have cleaned that already,
but they keep on doing there thing every time I clean their "comfort room"


oh, they were suppose to have another company,
a sibling of Tickle/Pippi, we named her Britney / Monkey
but she does not reside with us, she's with my grandma,


Ang dameng pangalan ng mga aso namen noh?
Pero alam nila lahat ng tawag namen sa kanila, hehehe




:)


Until then,


Tis,

from the Yee,
to the HAW!!!!!

Yey!!!

SOME SCENES ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR EMPTY STOMACHS, PARENTAL GUIDANCE IS ADVISED!


FOR THE nth time please kumaen muna kayo bago niyo basahin to! hahaha nyuk lang!


Anyway today, i will share some of my knowledge which i have acquired all throughout my culinary life.
I mean, hindi man ako chef talaga, pero marame na rin akong natutunan kahit papanu
kung dumaan na tayo sa fine dining, street foods etc...
ngayon syempre, we must not forget yung lutuin na hinding hindi naten ipagpapalit kahit kelan...


syempre, anu pa... edi










do you know what I know?










oh come on alam mo yun!?










weh? di nga pramis di mo alam?












sure???














Final answer???












Talagang talaga na hindi mo alam???














PRAMIS?????














cge na sabihin ko na,


























anu pa nga ba, edi:

LUTONG BAHAY!!!

for today, our topic is about....
ang pinakamamahal ko, na hinding-hindi ko ipagpapalit kanino man, is:




drum roll please!
























janan!!!

one of my favorites...MONGGO BEANs!!!

aaminin ko, hindi ko matiis ang monggo kahit anong mangyare, haha

kahit anu pa ang mood ko, tyak hindi-hindi ako aayaw dito haha

kahit busog pa ko, pipilitin ko pa ring kumain nyan haha

oo na, ako na number na addict sa monggo, hehe

anyway, one viand that really makes me satisfied, and full, and of course, crave for more, is

ginisang monggo...

ayan, hehe

the best monggo, is cooked only in a minimal amount of the liquid, yung enough lang para matakpan ng tubig yung beans, yung hindi parang sinigang...

why? cause that's when the real flavor of the mung beans comes out. Madali mo yun malalasahan kapag less ang sabaw. others cook it na wagas ang sabaw, hindi naman sa mali pero nagmumuka kasing sinigang na munggo,

Kapag sinabeng ginisa, pwedeng magkaron ng konting sabaw yun pero as what i have said,....konti lang..just to ensure na medyo basa yung food.

kapag dumame kase sabaw, nagiging sinigang na. which is nagiiba yung lasa kapag naging ganun, why? kase kapag ginisa at konting sabaw, lalabas na yung lasa nun, andun na yun...

kapag dinamihan kase ang sabaw, mawawala na naman yung lasa, panibagong adjust ka na naman ng flavor, maslalo mo pang pinahirapan sarili mo, (hindi ako galit, nagtuturo lang, hehe)

Ginisang monggo is simply made by sauteing onions and garlic and pork... one they have browned, add water.. let it boil before you put the beans. Of course you have to gradually stir the stew. Until the stew reaches a the right consistency, and the beans seem to have popped out (parang nadurog) its almost done! of course it's color will be green :)

that's when you put the leaves... it's your choice, you are free to choose kung anu gusto mong ilagay, pwedeng dahon ng malunggay, dahon ng sili or dahon ng ampalaya....

hindi kailangang pakuluan ng pakuluan na kasama yung dahon okay? konting simmer lang eh, lalabas na yung lasa nun, :)

pwede rin naman na lagyan mo ng lechon kawali or kahit chicharon kung nagtitipid, hehe

majority, kasamang ginigisa yung pork kasama ng gulay, of course syempre, para lumasa....and mind you, the best flavoring comes from the fat hindi lang sa laman :)

and syempre, kung ang ulam mo na rin lang eh monggo, edi samahan mo na ng

KANIN!!!!!

tapos maghain ka na ng sa mesa,

ay naq patayin na ang TV at kakain na!

kuha ka na ng kanin dali!

tas serve yourself with a cup or a bowl of a heeping hot monggo, 

isabaw mo sa kanin,

sarap!

ay may kulang,

yung partner ng monggo,

 syempre,

edi

eto,

FRIED GALUNGGONG!!!

ay naq imagine mo pa na nasa probinsya ka,
nasa loob kayo ng kubo,
nakahain an glahat sa dahon ng saing,
(syempre may mangkok para sa monggo)


tas nagkakamay ka pa,
ay syempre
dahl nsa probinxa ka,


at nagkakamay ka rin lang,
syempre itaas mo na paa mo,


ay sarap kuamen!!


ay wag kalimutan ang panulak ha,
masarap kumaen kapag may kasamang:

NAMAN!!!






MAGUTOM KA! MAGUTOM KA!! NOW NA!!!












ahahaha






oh xa hanggang dito na lang muna,
ako rin nagutom na sa pinagga3wa ko, ahahaha
KAINAN NA!!!!!




Tis,

from the YEE,
to the HAW!!!!!

Pwede Ba Me?

For all this time, all I ever want is to be happy,


but the question is,


Can I Be Happy?


i have so many things beside me, gadgets, family, friends, and even God himself,
but what about me,


for the past years, i have set aside the feeling of being in love,


because I wanted to focus on my studies, and I don't want anyone to ruin it because of commitment,
I said to myself, I would only fall in love, after I finish my studies,


now that it is almost over,


now I want to open my heart once again, and love someone,


someone that will love me also, the way I wanted to be loved,


someone I could court forever,


someone I could fall in-love when it's easy at night,


someone I could kiss every time we would part ways,


someone that will complete my do-re-mi


someone that will love me for who I am and not of what I could give,


and someone that'll catch my tears every time I cry,


somebody that loves God the way I do,


my kind of perfect, in other words,


other people can be happy, I just want to be happy also,


the way that they see happiness,


but I don't wanna be pressured,


I don't want to be "under,"


I want us both to be free, both have time for each other, and for ourselves,


Where are you, my diva?


I am here, your czar, I await for your coming,


Tis,

from the YEE
to the HAW,

Wazzup Theo?

Because of my recent "endo" in the hotel where I took my ojt,

it came to me that I had nothing to do afterwards besides my other important agendas,

and since now that I have the time in the world, just before graduation starts,

it's time i take advantage of all the spare time in the world,

first, i have to finish all these books, just before i start collecting Brad Meltzer's

and good news, I have already started Midnight Cab, hehehe


next is my planner, this my planner for this year, hehe
i bought this on my birthday last year, 11/26/11, mom gave me 3k to spend on something,
and since i was so depressed that time, i just used the money to buy something that I could enjoy, and this is one of them,
it costs 549.00 in Fully-Booked,


when i bought it, medyo nanghihinayang ako, sana inantay ko na lang yung blogberry,
pero little did I know, that a lot, I mean a lot of people were dying to have this, di ko napansin na swerte at tama lang pala ang decision ko na bilin to agad,
well, nagkakaubusan nga daw, and ayaw ng supplier magdeliver ult, unless they buy it mismo sa pinagkukuhanan,


according to them, masnabili daw to ng marame kesa dun sa Navi, anyway,
this planner of mine has something that I most enjoy doing,

that is doodling, hehe


but i can't draw that well, I swear!
but instead, i did abstract instead, and well,
i enjoyed doing it, even coloring it, and this was my first doodle for the month of January, hehe
for every month, there are two blank pages provided for doodles, this one was for January,

well, the other page was not full of drawings, but of writings, mga trip ko lang isulat,

pero its personal kaya di ko na lang sinama, hehe churi!

ito lang din madalas yung pinagkaabalahan ko kapag wala akong ginagwang errands sa hotel, hehe

and take note, nakaka relax gawin ha, hehe hurray for art! :))

The Term "Pagsisisi"

Sa bahay namen, dahel ako ay naturingang LSS sa kantang "Anak" ni Freddie Aguilar, bukang bibig ko na algi ang salitang pagsisisi, pero hindi dahil kay Freddie Aguilar ang reason kung bakit ako LSS sa kanta nya, maganda nman talaga yung kanta, bagay na bagay sa mga taong wlang hiya, mga taong dapat tinitiris na parang garapata! ahahah nyuk!


anyway, na-LSS ako dahil sa version ng Madz, or famously known as The Philippine Madrigal Singers,
i learned to appreciate the song dahil sa pwalang humpay na pageensayo ng mga friends ko sa SCA (Student Catholic Action,) for their upcoming concert sa Feb.4, hindi lang ako makakasama kase late na ako natapos sa OJT ko,  gustuhin ko man, pero i choose not kase okay na sila, polishing na sila, ayaw kong makasira, hehe


anyway here's the video of the song,

galing nila noh? hehe
you heard the part of "pagsisisi sa isip mo?" yung mataas na part ha, dun sa bandang last part,
thats my favorite part, hehe


at dahil sa bahay eh uso ang magsisihan,
naging bukang bibig ko na yun,
example,

(natatawa ako sa sarili ko, ahaha)


naglo2kahan kame ni mommy nung time na yan,nahiya na ako kaya kinut ko na, hehehe


paxenxa na kung nabasag ko eardrums niyo! hehe


o xa hanggang dito na lang muna, until then,




Tis,

from the YEE,
to the HAW!!!!!

Wounds

"Why do they always do this to me?"

She cries.

"Mommy, :'( "

"What's wrong my dear? Why are you crying?"

"I thought they were my friends."

"My dear, if they don't deserve you, then don't push yourself in, someone else deserves you,"

"Come on, let's go, mommy will buy you ice cream"

Tis,

from the YEE,

to the HAW!!!!!