Spicy!!! Maanghang! OUCH!!!

Balik culinary na muna siguro ulit ako, hehehe


ay bago ko makalimutan, ang SOP dito sa aking casanova,




THE FOLLOWING IS NOT SUITABLE FOR EMPTY STOMACHS, PARENTAL GUIDANCE IS ADVISED


So, ayun, procceeed na me, hehe
We all know that there are five major major flavors,


sweet,


spicy,


sour,


bitter,


and umami...


We all have our taste preferences, some prefer sweets, some prefer bitter foods, some prefer this, some prefer that basta yun na un, ehehe


but mostly, a lot of us, prefer spicy foods.


Oh, there is a big fyi sa case ng hot and spicy...


You wanna know what it is?
Well, hanap kayo sa mga groceries, look for any food na hindi naman na kailangang lutuin, let's say chips or sauces..... kahit anu, kahit imported or local... Look for the label na sinasabeng "Hot and Spicy" ang flavor.


To make things clear,


the word,  SPICY, is simply having the flavor, aroma, or quality of spice. In tagalog, maanghang.
Hot is the opposite of cold, in tagalog mainit, or being at high temperature, so analyze,
kung nakalagay is Hot and spicy, edi ibig sabihin, yung food na yan na tinigman mo is mainit at maanghang, by mainit which means mapapaso ka,


ayun, hehe
ayos lang yan, ganun talaga karamihan ng mga culinary terms, madalas may pagkakamali sa paggamit, (kahit naman ordinary words lang namamali pa rin tayo ng gamit eh, hehe)


so anyway,
we will talk about something spicy today,
sikat na sikat toh,
marame ang may gusto nito,
marame din ang may ayaw, wala tayong pake sa kanila, 3/4 na ng buhay nila ang hindi nila nadi2scover kung hindi nila alam toh, hehe


do you know what it is?


weh?




di nga?




mmmm?




ahahaha




well, its no other than,




the beautiful


Miss:

The Idle Theo

Xenxa na kayo mga cowboys and girls, ganito na lang muna ginawa ko, hehe
wala kase akong maisip so far na topic,
well meron naman, pero nakapending lang,
in short, may concept, yun lang hindi ba materialized, hehe

so, ayun, pasensya na kayo sa ingay ng mga aso namen, wagas kase magsi pag bark yung mga yun! :))
at paxenxa na kung nakabaligtad ahahaha

sorry kung ayun lang, nageerror lage kapag yung second vid naman ang iuupload q eh,

anyway

trip trip lang nman, kanya2! hehehe

Reposted: Seeing Things the Way you Want To

Ipo2stpone ko muna yung post sa araw na ito,
dahil mahalagang occasyon ang meron sa araw na ito ngayon,
January 27.


Since hindi naman ako nakapaghanda dahil sa sobrang dame ng gnagwa q sa lintik na practicum na yan,
share ko na lang ulit eto,


since hindi naman lahat nabasa yung mga date kong post,
kung magco2mment man kayo, dito na lang ah


salamat sa pagdalaw


To read, click THIS


Tis,

from the YEE,


to the HAW!

Inspirations

In everything that we do, there is a question behind it...
that is no other than,

"WHY?"

Why do we do this, why do we do that we ask,
but in every question, there is an equivalent answer,
and as we do these things, we love it,and never get used to it,
and that is called,

"PASSION"

as for me,
as an aspiring artist, as king of my own utopia
I have my own reasons why I love doing things that I never get tired of,


if you ask me, i never tired of writing, singing, and of course, to serve the Lord,


first, who is my inspiration in writing?


that is no other than this guy,

Dr. Jose Rizal

the never fading hero of mine, although not all is touched by what he has done for the country,
but me,
well,
me,
i am moved by all his actions, words and hardships.
Rizal and I can never be like one another, the level of Rizal's IQ is like the empire state of building, while mine, is just the first pebble that was put underneath the building. For me, Rizal is the greatest writer, I have loved most of his works and even until now, I continue to appreciate it, no, I mean I continue to love it,
if you would ask me, (not that I am bragging) I know almost all of the events in Noli and El Fili, although I kinda have forgotten some especially the characters but heck, at least I know most of it.
Whenever I experience writer's block. I always think of Rizal, and what could he have written at times like this. Kaya ako, saludo pa rin ako kay Rizal, woot! woot!


next, who is my inspiration behind music?
well, there are two actually,
for singing, its, him...

Josh Groban

and for piano, it's him....

Ludwig Van Beethoven

Josh Groban sings ver well, (obvious naman di ba?) He was my reason why I went for Ryan Cayabyab, well I can sing naman before, in fact soprano ako nung bata, ngunit subalit datapwat, nasira ang lahat nung ako'y nagbinata na, ehehehe kaya ilang taon din akong nakatengga na hindi kumakanta, well kantang banyo oo, ahahaha LOLz.. Though I am not really called to become famous pero i use my talent na lang for Christ, in fact, this keeps me going on, masayang masaya ako as in masaya talag as in UBER!!!! kapag kumakanta ako sa misa :)

and for Beethoven, well, i can't play the piano yet, but if I undergo soomeone's tutelage, I can learn it, in fact seeing people play makes me really envy(masama man), Beethoven is my reason why I want to pursue piano lessons, I may not be a widow like him, but it's his passion that I admire and his dedication to music. FYI, he is blind, and mute, he could only hear, and also, he had a deficiency in his growth, kaya lage nyang pinuputol paa ng piano, he plays sa sahig, as in... :)

and for God,

what inspires me to keep on serving him, are these two favorite saints of mine,

St. Jude Thaddeus

and

they are my reasons why I keep on holding on to God kahit masakit at mahirap ang pinagdaanan ko,

through them, natuto akong manalig at pagtibayan ang pananampalataya ko,

through them, is when I seek the kingdom of God, and through them, I am at peace.

also, they are the reason why brown and green and kulay ng blog ko,

Green is for St. Jude and Brown is for St. Francis

once I get to heaven, first and foremost that I would do, is thank these two, thank them for everything.

That's an oath!

and of course!

as a human being,

i have two reasons why I keep on loving these things and pursuing what I want,

meaning, kung bakit nananatili ang pagpu2rsigi ko sa mga bagay2 na gusto kong makamit,

xempre,

it's all thanks to my papa, and mommy...

my papa once said na,

"Anu man gusto mong kurso cge kunin mo, kahit masakit sa bulsa okay lang, basta gusto mo at dun ka masaya. Lahat ng  kurso eh magastos. Kaya pi2litin natin na makatpos kahit nagsisimula na yung hirap natin dito sa bahay."

those were the words na pinangangahawakan ko hanggang ngayon,

well, wala naman si mommy na sinabe na ganun, pero ramdam ko naman na supportado nya me all the way!

siguro,

after my graduation, marinig ko lang from both of them(kahit wala na si papa) these words,

"Martin, proud na proud kame sa yo"

pwede na ko mamatay

at least alam ko sa sarili ko na may naachieve na ako, at napatunayan ko na may kaya ako at napamukha ko na sa lahat ng nang maliit sakin na nagkamali sila ng inakala sakin, lalong lalo na sa sumira ng tiwala ko,

anyways,

ayun,

ehehehe

hanggang sa muli mga cowboys!

Tis,

from the YEE,

to the HAW!!!!!

:) 

Nung 2nd Year at Ngayon,

First ako nung una akong minaliit, nung una ako nakatikim ng mga salitang, 


"Ikaw? Section A? Nagpapatawa ka ba?"


unang una palang na narinig ko yun, ang sakit, di ako makapinwala na makakasalimuha ako ng mga taong ganon,
parang nasira ang confidence ko na sadya namang dinedevelop sa kolehiyo unang taon pa lang ng pagpasok mo sa unibersidad,
but then, may mga tao palang sisira nun, and to think na kaklase mo at yung una mong kinagisnan na kaibigan


so then, pinalipas ko na lang,
and i said to myself,
pagpasok ko next year, 2nd year...magiiba ako ng section, di man ako makapasok sa section A, pero sisiguraduhin kong makikita nila na iba ako sa inakala nila, na I am section A material.
Upon enrolling, i went to section F, okay lang, at least hindi na kasing baba nung dati,
pero pagpasok na pagpasok pa lang,
sisiguraduhin kong itu2on ko lahat ngsama ng loob ko sa pag-aaral,
para kainin nila lahat ng sinabe nila,


well, it turns out na i only had 2.5 as my lowest grade, the rest puro line of one, hindi sa nagmamayabang, pero 1.5 ang pinakamababa ko sa mga line of 1s,
after the sem, enrollment na naman,


ayun, i got what i deserved, 
the prof wants me to be in section A,
dahil DL daw ako,
but then i turned it down, dahil masaya ako sa mga nadatnan kong tao sa section F, na nagtiwala sakn at naki2taan ako ng potensyal,


bute napapayag ko ng maging section G ako,
medyo bumaba lang ako dahil nagkagirlfriend ako, (hahaha distracted ang inyong lingkod! wahahaha)


pero okay lang,


now the point is,
kung nagawa ko nuon, gagawin ko ult ngayon,


ngayon, aaminin, nadown ako dahil sa mga taong nakapalibot sakin,
sobrang nadown ako dahil akala ko magiging masaya ako, pero hindi pala
na hanggang ngayon, may sama pa rin ako ng loob,
oo masama yun,


pero wala akong PAKE!!




magkasala na kung magkakasala, pero
gagamitin ko yun para mapakita sa lahat na mali sila ng inakala sakin,
na kahit BSHRM graudate lang ako,
may makakamit ako,


kahit wala akong board exams, may maaabot ako,


antayin lang nila,


muli akong magbabalik


binigay na sakin ng Dyos ang mga biyayang magbibigay daan sa mga hangarin kong ito,


at sisiguraduhin ko sa araw na yun,


Theofratus Roussalier Aurelius will be on top,


hindi ako galit mga readers ha, this is my motivation noon at ngayon,
and now, ito yung reason ko ngayon para lumaban at hindi magpatalo :))


Tis,

from the YEE
to the HAW!!!!!

Bad to Good, Better then Best

Life isn't always going to be fair,

whether we like it or not, our life will always an up, and a down...

but we cannot stop reality from happening,

cause that's the way life is,

we must not close ourselves to anything that may come to us,

but rather,

Keep Moving Forward,

here's a song for you, :)

Here's the lyrics of the song,

Everybody's got a time in their life

When everything hurts and nothing's right

But you gotta walk on

Yeah, you gotta walk on

Everybody's got a piece of their heart

That's been stepped on and torn apart

But you gotta be strong

Yeah, you gotta walk on

'Cause I know it's hard to have the strength

And sometimes you can't get through the day

But things just float on by like a river in the night

(Chorus)

But I know things are gonna get better

And I know things are gonna be fine

And I know life is gonna get better

Standing here together

Yeah, we're gonna be fine

Everybody's got that one regret

No matter how they try, they can't forget

But you gotta move on

Yeah, you gotta move on

Everybody's got someone they've lost

And they can't believe they're really gone

But you gotta live on

Yeah, you gotta live on

'Cause I know it's hard to have the strength

And sometimes all you feel is pain

But time keeps floating by on that river in the night

(Repeat Chorus)

(Chorus Bridge:)

And I've been shown hope

I see it in your eyes

So take me and touch me

'Cause with a little bit of love

We can win the fight

With a little bit of love

We can see the light

With a little bit of love

It'll be all right

(Repeat Chorus)

Walk, walk, walk on by

Keep, keep, keep walking on

Keep, keep, keep walking on

Blissful Encounters

I'm not copying anyone's title ukie? hehe
anyway,
Alam ko sa sarili before, napaka suplado ko, wala akong kinakaibigang iba kundi yung mga kakilala ko lang
pero time flies, People can change, whether for the good and bad, kaya ako,
change for the good, hehe


ewan, pero aim ko sa sarili kong maging down-to-earth, hehe
ayun, so,
Ako rin kase is fond of meeting new people and making friends, I'm not selfish naman, hehe
(yan na ang bnago ko sa sairli ko, hehe, cge kontra, hehe)


anyway, because of blogger, may mga nakakasalimuha na rin ako
i meet new people whom i share the same interest and, nakakarelate kame sa isa't isa, hehe
"writers do really respect each others insights"
 so anyway, I was able to receive a news from miss Jhengpot about sa pacontest ni McRich,
although hindi pa kame ganap na magkakilala kahit through online, but heck, magagawan naman ng paraan yun, hehe


so now,


ang sagot ko sa tanong niya na,


EB with McRich, BAKIT???


to make friends outside of school, church, and even my family, as writers, I would like to meet with fellow writers whom I could learn so much and gain knowledge as well as the sense of belonging.....
and with fellow bloggers, I am comfortable, and I really home, as I go along with our world called
blogosphere,


see you soon,


I hope I could join!


:)


Tis,

from the YEE,
to the HAW!!!!!

The Candle

The Candle in which I bought for Php2.50 in a church somewhere
A candle, so simple, no scent, no decorations, just plain wax, and a wick
a candle, which was sold to me by an old lady, speaking in straight English and at the same time, praying the Rosary,


The candle, that i lit up using the other candles that were already lit,
the candle in which i have set on the panel, which makes it float unto the water,
the candle in which symbolizes my prayer to God,
the candle which i use with my prayers for me to reach God,


As I step backward, and offer my prayers, together with all my intentions,
i asked,
"Please, grant me those, maybe not now, but in your time, I know you will.....I always had faith in you, but often, i forget who you were in my life. How much you've helped me in all the tests you've given me, just to help attain this maturity.."


Now, the candle burns,
the smoke that comes from the flame, are my prayers being lifted up to my Father
the burning flame, is the intensity of my faith to my Father,
the wick, portrays as myself, kneeling, begging, and crying his heart out to my Father,
the wax (liquid), are my tears that begs to my Father, grieves to him, and asking for a huge favor
the wax, (solid), is the earth where i knelt, even with the dirt sticking to my knees, even the pebbles that's inflicting marks unto my knee,


even beyond the pain, my faith is all that matters,
it's not familiar with "asa" or "expect"
but faith is what you do, if you truly trust your heart out, to my Father,






"Even if St. Jude does not grant me my wish after 9 consecutive days, it's alright, I understand, maybe it's not yet time, I can always fall in line anyway....."


Tis,

from the Yee,
to the HAW!!!!!

Theo's Current Condition.,

Theofratus Roussalier Aurelius, was like this:

but now, he is:

and at the same time, he is

all because of,

and of course,

Mommy :)

and of course, everything is because of,

now, Theo is,

because of,

which happened for almost a week now,

but in his current condition, he was able to,

even though, he would end up having,

but he doesn't care, it'll heal soon enough,

cause he did that, all for the glory of,

whom he owes everything,

and now that he is becoming stronger,

he is ready for another,

Thank you so much to everyone who has helped me recover from my past condition,

di ko man maiexpress in person, pero deep in my heart, you'll know it's always true, na I am grateful for everything you've done, once again,

thank you very much!!

Lots and lots of love,

Tis,

from the YEE,

to the HAW!!!!!

Plans and Goals

In this world, malayang malaya tayong gawin kung anu man ang gusto natin sa buhay,
be it be good or bad, keber!
Wala tayong magagawa kung yun man ang gusto nila, pero the truth is,
never nawalan ng regret sa buhay ng tao, REGRET is the worst thing in the world, but no matter how
devastating a mistake may be, we can still have a chance to do what is good, and what is right.


Ako, honestly i regret all the things that I have said to my best friend,
sorry kung napagsalitaan kita ng masakit at ng kung anu-ano pang bagay,
pero despite all that, alam kong mananaig pa rin ang pag-ibig, na siyang magiging daan para tayo'y magkasundo muli,


pero hindi rin naman patutungo dyan ang post ko,
siguro since 2012 came, the clocks are all in reset, it's now time to pursue some of the things na i think is productive for myself,

1. Commitment sa pagiging aspirant ng SFO (Secular Franciscan Order)
2. To go back to MSRC (Music School of Ryan Cayabyab) and resume my voice lessons, and also to learn how to play the piano,
3. Practice with great dedication and passion my newly acquired skills,
4. To Learn more mass songs,
5. To become a Choir Master, not a great one, but I am hoping to establish a choir this year,
6. Pursue for speech classes, this is to improve my English communication skills,
7. Find a job, save a lot for my continuing studies, and save for some stuff that I wish to buy with my own money,
8. Work on even on just one book that I have been trying to write for a very very long time, hehe

Hindi ko naman pinepressure sarili ko, pero nais kong matupad lahat ng ito ngayong 2012,

and I believe that with God's guidance, magagawa ko lahat ng yun,

Kayo?

What are your goals this 2012?

:)

Tis,

from the YEE


to the HAW!!!!!

Father, his Father, and the Father.....,

A young boy whose name is the same as the Father, dreamed of being somebody.

He wanted to be like someone that his father will be proud of.

A somebody that both his parents will smile and give him the thumbs up.

Years have passed, he graduated elementary as Valedictorian, and same in high school.

But spending his four years in high school, did not give him clarity of what his "someone" would be.

So he went to church, prayed hard, prayed with all his faith, and prayed until his mind was cleared.

The place was silent,

He discerns.

He felt so eased, so peaceful, he was in harmony

His head was bowed down.

Dressed in white, all white, and he said,

"Child, follow what your heart's desire, choose the path in which you really prefer. In which you can put your heart unto it. That someone you want to be, is someone, that I really want you to be"

He heard, but when he looked, nobody was there, it was complete silence.

After graduation, after receiving his diploma, his parents took him to his favorite restaurant.

His Father asked, "son, what do you really want to be?"

He answered, "Father, I want to be a priest,"

His Father got upset, stood up from his sit, and said, "Finish your food, and let's head home, I lost my appetite." Then left.

Ten years have passed, the boy was ordained.

Another 10 years have passed as he was assigned to different parishes.

Then  passed another 10 years, then 5 years, then a year.

He was 52 years old, his father, became sick.

So sick, that he had to be bed ridden,

Finally the family met,

"Father," he said.

"Son,'" his father said.

"I'm sorry if I was I didn't seem proud of what you have become, but honestly, I am."

"It's okay, I understand, are you alright?"

"No, but let me tell you this, I got mad when you said you wanted to be a priest not because of what your choice was, but of what life you could have as a priest. My son, i don't want you to live a life in isolation, that when you get old, no one in the family could take care of you since you are inside the church. I don't want you to die alone, I wanted you to die with a family, a family that will take care of you, a family that will carry our name until they become a old themselves."

"Father...." he said.

After a while, his Father dies.

His mother, cried, "he's gone."

"No mother," he said. "With us, he is no more, but with The Father, he his. Let us pray, and be glad for he will be in the kingdom that Christ has promised us, rest assure mother, that The Father, will always look after Father, you and also me"

"Father Jesus," his mother said.

Morals

There's some things that I regret,

Some words I wish had gone unsaid,

Some starts,

It had some bitter endings,

Been some bad times I've been through,

Damage I cannot undo,

Some things,

I wish I could do all all over again,

But it don't really matter,

Life gets that much harder,

It makes you that much stronger,

Oh, some pages turned,

Some bridges burned,

But there were,

Lessons learned.

Chorus:

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,

Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night,

Every change, life has thrown me,

I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,

I'm grateful, for every scar,

Some pages turned,

Some bridges burned,

But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,

Some chances I just threw away,

Some stops,

I never should've taken,

Been some signs I didn't see,

Hearts that I hurt needlessly,

Some wounds,

That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,

But it don't make no difference,

The past can't be rewritten,

You get the life you're given,

Oh, some pages turned,

Some bridges burned,

But there were,

Lessons learned.

(Repeat Chorus)

Chorus Bridge:

And all the things that break you,

Are all the things that make you strong,

You can't change the past,

Cause it's gone,

And you just gotta move on,

Because it's all,

Lessons learned.

(Repeat Chorus)

Farewells to Hellos

I think this post is posted 1 minute before January 1 comes,

T'was more than one month since I last posted an entry dito sa blog ko,
i was really so depressed during those times that even my creative thinking was affected. well yes natrigger ang writer's block sa isip ko. Kaya kahit ni isang idea regarding blog, wala akong maipiga,
and yes, and inyong lingkod na cowboy, ay nahulog sa kabayo at hindi alam kung paano babangon at magsisimula muli matapos matamo ang mga sugat na tila impossibleng maghilom (TAGALOG MUCH! haha)


anyway, enough of that, it's time to move on.....


masaya man ang pasok ng 2011 sa buhay ko, it ended pa rin with a bitter feeling, not so happy, and not so sad...


not so happy kase so many trial have passed and really2 inflicted so many wounds sa akin, kahit birthday ko na i thought na magiging masaya ako, but no, it didn't go the way i thought of it, even Christmas, there had been a drastic change,


first time kong malayo sa pamilya ko and tipong wala pa ring kaayusan yung dilemma ko, (obvious naman yun sa mga past post ko eh,)


but my life will not be like that I know it,


but in reality, depressing man ang sitwasyong pinagdaanan ko, masaya pa rin ako dahil naging nangyari na ang dapat mangyari, upang makuha ko tong sinasbeng "maturity," pero kahit kailangang dumanas ng sakit,
wala yun, kasi alam ko namang tao lahat tayo, nagkakamali rin, minsan kahit pangit, nagkakaroon tayo ng regret ukol sa ginawa natin mali,


pero kahit papano ko pa man baliktarin ang mundo, mananaig pa rin ang kabutihan,
masakit na masakit man yun,
KEBER!
ayus, lang, kasi pinatawad ko na sila, 


but despite of being hurt, wounded, and despaired....


Looking back way way before this happened,
kitang kita ng lahat kung gaano ako kasaya nuon, kung gaano ako ngumiti sa bawat araw na nagdaan, kung gaano ako kagalak when my prayers were answered,


And syempre, hindi pwede kay Lord na laging masaya, kailangan din nating dumanas ng tinding sakit,
hindi lang ako kung hindi tayong lahat,


kahit paanong paraan man matatapos ang isang taon ng isang human being, happy ending man or tragic.
all must remember kung sino talaga ang dapat nating kapitan during these times, be it good or bad, isa lang ang maaasahan,


you know him very well,
i don't need to show any pictures nor describe him para malaman niyo pa kung sino siya,
basta ito lang,


lagi siyang nandyan, nasa atin, at hindi nagsasawang makinig,


ako i admit, hindi pa ako kastable sa ngayon after everything that happened,
pero in his time, muli akong makakabangon sa sarili kong paa, matibay at malakas,


the only difference is, yung ganung state, is wala ng halong bitterness nor resentment nor condemnation,


basta all i say,
friends, enemies, and all people na nagdaan sa  buhay ko, sinaktan man ako o hindi,


basta,


masasabi ko lang,


mahal ko kayo,


tulad ng pagmamahal na pinaparamdam ni Kristo simula nung umpisa hanggang ngayon...


:)


Maligayang Bagong Taon sa inyo mga readers at kapatid


nawa'y nasa puso natin ang pagbabago, hindi lang tuwing January, kundi buong buhay natin, at wag na wag nating tatalikuran ang isa't isa, dahil ayaw ng diyos yun, dahil kahit paulit ulit syang sinasaktan, hindi siya umalis at tumalikod sa atin....


muli


Maligayang Bagong Taon! :)


Tis,

from the YEE,


to the HAW!!!!!


PS.
siguro with everything that I have felt and experienced, this may be the time, para paghusayan ko pa ang pagsusulat ko, with these emotions, maybe i should use this na lang as my very weapon,
tulad nung ginawa ni Idol Rizal :)