that is no other than,
Why do we do this, why do we do that we ask,
but in every question, there is an equivalent answer,
and as we do these things, we love it,and never get used to it,
and that is called,
as for me,
as an aspiring artist, as king of my own utopia
I have my own reasons why I love doing things that I never get tired of,
if you ask me, i never tired of writing, singing, and of course, to serve the Lord,
first, who is my inspiration in writing?
that is no other than this guy,
|Dr. Jose Rizal|
i am moved by all his actions, words and hardships.
Rizal and I can never be like one another, the level of Rizal's IQ is like the empire state of building, while mine, is just the first pebble that was put underneath the building. For me, Rizal is the greatest writer, I have loved most of his works and even until now, I continue to appreciate it, no, I mean I continue to love it,
if you would ask me, (not that I am bragging) I know almost all of the events in Noli and El Fili, although I kinda have forgotten some especially the characters but heck, at least I know most of it.
Whenever I experience writer's block. I always think of Rizal, and what could he have written at times like this. Kaya ako, saludo pa rin ako kay Rizal, woot! woot!
next, who is my inspiration behind music?
well, there are two actually,
for singing, its, him...
and for piano, it's him....
|Ludwig Van Beethoven|
Josh Groban sings ver well, (obvious naman di ba?) He was my reason why I went for Ryan Cayabyab, well I can sing naman before, in fact soprano ako nung bata, ngunit subalit datapwat, nasira ang lahat nung ako'y nagbinata na, ehehehe kaya ilang taon din akong nakatengga na hindi kumakanta, well kantang banyo oo, ahahaha LOLz.. Though I am not really called to become famous pero i use my talent na lang for Christ, in fact, this keeps me going on, masayang masaya ako as in masaya talag as in UBER!!!! kapag kumakanta ako sa misa :)
and for Beethoven, well, i can't play the piano yet, but if I undergo soomeone's tutelage, I can learn it, in fact seeing people play makes me really envy(masama man), Beethoven is my reason why I want to pursue piano lessons, I may not be a widow like him, but it's his passion that I admire and his dedication to music. FYI, he is blind, and mute, he could only hear, and also, he had a deficiency in his growth, kaya lage nyang pinuputol paa ng piano, he plays sa sahig, as in... :)
and for God,
what inspires me to keep on serving him, are these two favorite saints of mine,
|St. Jude Thaddeus|
they are my reasons why I keep on holding on to God kahit masakit at mahirap ang pinagdaanan ko,
through them, natuto akong manalig at pagtibayan ang pananampalataya ko,
through them, is when I seek the kingdom of God, and through them, I am at peace.
also, they are the reason why brown and green and kulay ng blog ko,
Green is for St. Jude and Brown is for St. Francis
once I get to heaven, first and foremost that I would do, is thank these two, thank them for everything.
That's an oath!
and of course!
as a human being,
i have two reasons why I keep on loving these things and pursuing what I want,
meaning, kung bakit nananatili ang pagpu2rsigi ko sa mga bagay2 na gusto kong makamit,
it's all thanks to my papa, and mommy...
my papa once said na,
"Anu man gusto mong kurso cge kunin mo, kahit masakit sa bulsa okay lang, basta gusto mo at dun ka masaya. Lahat ng kurso eh magastos. Kaya pi2litin natin na makatpos kahit nagsisimula na yung hirap natin dito sa bahay."
those were the words na pinangangahawakan ko hanggang ngayon,
well, wala naman si mommy na sinabe na ganun, pero ramdam ko naman na supportado nya me all the way!
after my graduation, marinig ko lang from both of them(kahit wala na si papa) these words,
"Martin, proud na proud kame sa yo"
pwede na ko mamatay
at least alam ko sa sarili ko na may naachieve na ako, at napatunayan ko na may kaya ako at napamukha ko na sa lahat ng nang maliit sakin na nagkamali sila ng inakala sakin, lalong lalo na sa sumira ng tiwala ko,
hanggang sa muli mga cowboys!
from the YEE,
to the HAW!!!!!